I will admit
here today that I'm solely attracted to hood rats.
Now I know that's
not the correct term to use for a woman, but right now I'm calling it what it
is. I don't know why I'm attracted to them or where this attraction came from,
(more than likely from where I grew up), but it's a thing. And it's not the
whole mental and spiritual level of attraction, no it's strictly physical. For
some reason when I have sex with a woman that's classified as a hood rat I'm
more or less, sexually liberated. Now when I say that I don't mean I'm out here
having sex with them and I let them stick a thumb in my ass, no I mean there's a
little bit more roughness to it. I'm not talking about punching them in the face
and leaving bruises like on some 50 Shades of Grey type stuff, more so it's just
more physical and to the point. Plus it's more interactive in the sense that she
engages and she takes control in certain situations. That's the part that
stimulates me the most, when she knows what she wants and she's just as
aggressive as I am when she wants to take it.
When I have sex
with "prettier" women or a woman I'm attracted to on different levels, it's kind
of boring to be completely honest. I always find myself doing all of the work
and if I do something a little bit out of the norm we have to have a
conversation that lasts entirely too long about why I did it. That kind of stuff
gets old relatively fast and it's rare that you just don't have that person
you're attracted to on that level that doesn't over think every little thing in
that regards. Now I know a lot of women would look at that statement and scoff
at it because they feel that it isn't true when it comes to them at least, but
how would they really know? I mean we all have our different definitions of what
we like and what we think is "out there", but if you never talked about it with
a partner, then how could you possibly know? Then a lot of the women actually
hold back because they think that it's worth saving until marriage or that it
would be giving away too much before later. But I have a little news flash for
those women that think that:
The sex isn't
what keeps a man around and if it is then you need to reevaluate your
relationship.
I mean it all goes
back to my saying that if you got what you want all of the time then life
wouldn't be worth living. But sometimes I can't help but think what it would be
like if I had a women that actually did all of the things that I like sexually
and had all of those other intangible characteristics that would make me want to
stay past the morning after. It's a little annoying and frustrating when I think
about it because there are women out there who have the perfect combination of
carefree, common sense, savage and loyalty. To be honest, even the women that I
was madly in love with at one time was not what I wanted completely sexually;
the emotional connection amplified everything by a hundred so I'll never know
how truly great or bad it was; so she doesn't count lol. But for the most part,
if they were worth something emotionally, I wasn't too moved when we had sex.
But to reiterate, that's just me and how I perceived each encounter.
I'm pretty sure
that there are those that are asking the question, "well what were you doing
that was so great in the first place"? I could answer that question multiple
times over but they wouldn't care because they'll be so set in trying to debunk
MY feelings towards these sexual encounters that it would be like trying to tell
Trump that he indeed has to pay taxes like the rest of us. But this is just MY
sexual life and it's not all been bad, but in this regards having the best of
both worlds has alluded me up to this point and I don't foresee that changing
anytime soon. Which is sad because I would love to do some nasty things with the
woman I like a lot on all those levels I mention without being chastised or
having to write a twelve page essay explaining why I love eating it from the
back after I give her a couple of back shots. But oh well, that's life I
suppose, you're let down the most by the things that you think should be the
simplest things to obtain.
I'll just wait
patiently until God decides he wants to bless me with that perfect nasty woman.
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