I'm Just So Awesome

I am an enigma.

That's the best way I can describe myself, and I'm not even saying that to be funny. But those who know me know I fall right into line with that word and being a Scorpio. That's the beauty within it all; I know how to keep my own personal life quiet while still being able to draw people in with my magnetic personality. And if you haven't gathered from the first couple of lines of this post, I'm definitely going to go above and beyond the descriptions for me are. Sike I'm just kidding, I'm not too into the self-gratification, I'm more so about the people I care about and the way they get better in life. I don't know if that's a nurturer or what, I just know that I care about people, sometimes to a fault. But that's just me though, I've learned to accept that and reject that at the same time. It's all about growth and learning these days for me, I know I'm probably a late bloomer in terms of doing things for myself and no one else, but I figure that it's better now than never.

For the most part I know that I'm glad to be able to just be me and have fun where ever I'm at. I just know I like to make people laugh and what not. I don't know what to really say in this post, I got the idea from a blog post generator a few months back and never really gave it too much thought until I decided to clean out my draft folder a little. I mean I try to do the best that I can, and I know sometimes things get in the way of that, but at the end of the day, I know I'm top five based off the fact that I try for others and not really for myself. I don't know too many people who like to legit travel and see the world and different attractions. I mean there's a whole laundry list of things people don't know about me, that most probably won't ever know, that I could put out, but I won't because there's not enough time in the day for me to type it up. I know the main question from the post generator for this topic happened to be:

"If you died today, what do you want to be remembered for?"

That's not really a hard question for me as it would be for some folks. I simply want to be remembered for being Devon, and nothing more. When people talk about me, I don't want them to be able to describe me, because too able to describe me is to do me no kind of justice. I mean I'm not too interested in being put into a little box for people to judge and classify at their will, no I want them to have to think and debate all of the ways I made them feel. I know in there it's going to be happy, annoying, anger, agitated, care free, humble, at peace, so many things I do for people on just an emotional level. And that's how I live life, I know what it's like to be sad, to be angry, alone, bitter, not having someone to talk to, and it sucks. Why would I want other people to feel that way about their own life if I can help prevent it just a little?

Would I change anything about me? Sure I would, that's normal for a person to say yes to, and if they don't, then they're lying. Do I go out trying to be the most perfect person ever, not at all, that's impossible. I go out with the intentions of being me and learning something cool every day, that's what I want to be remembered for when it's my time to go, and hopefully my words will live on forever in the form of my writings. Writing this actually made me realize how dope of a person I am when I think back on situations and people that I've come across. So with that being said, live your life to the fullest you can for you and all good things will come in due time.

Until next time.